u wanna know how i feel now?
i feel terrible.
think think think
argh.


okay
whatever.
emo-ing makes no sense.

i dreamt of smth last night,
when i woke up, i saw my hp light on. missed call.
argh.
sucks.


i hate it.
i wanna lead a peaceful life.
wth.



fong that fella.
screwing things which are planned out nicely alreadi.
thanks alot huh
wts.
we all hate you like crap.
i dont really hate pple, unless like they do smth really bad.
and yes,
you are one of them..


visiting ytd to oon yu's house and then to loong's house,
was cool.
oonyu's dogs are cute.
watched "ghost game" at his house,
dam freaky.
my second ghost show ever.
oh, maybe it was because of tt show tt i had bad dream.


i think im damn vulnerable to things.
i cry super easily.


if i told you i love u so in the past?
what would be different now?
would it be better?
or would it be worse?
i cannot help but to think.;
will it be good?
or rather,
what would happen next time?

=(
argh.



and ______isnt replying me anymore.
maybe its too expensive.



and im damn hurt by my fav junior.
why must he say that.
does he really mean it?
argh=(


the question ah meng asked me ytd really pierced through my heart.
wth was i thinking.
=(





upset by every lil thing which happens..
=(
how?
i cant even focus doing work properly.
argh.


one last thing i would want is to step down.
=((
love my juniors,
love my horn.
love everything which happens.
be it anger or excitement.
8 more days.


let's make it end on a happy note kk?